breathless

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bobby better come over =)


good night. very good night.
i saw my jess-a-ass =)
damn lookin hott as always.
with her fucking huge as a bitch boobies =)
lmao.
oouu..
i like it.
DO IT AGAIN!!
oh dang !!
haha.
and i saw megan and chris too =)
funn times.
i got texas chainsaw massacre and i got new tilt shoes.
i wanted roxys, but there werent any i REALLY liked that were in my price range..cos yea. im a loser.
lol
oh well ill get roxys later =)
kay well im gunna go
wow this summer i have to work out more then anything.
seriously.
ok im out.
bye<33
breathless

(no subject)

since people are FLIPPING OUT
about my journal.
i changed the icon..
but im not changing the background
because its mine =)
and my best friend did this for me.
ok have a nice day.
cos im having a pretty good one.


i love you jess a ass
breathless

(no subject)



oouuu..
i like it.
( my lj layout that is ;) )




Auto response from DjMinDFreeZ: Ultimate shower day... i took a shower when i woke up.. i just cut my hair and took another shower.. now im gonna work out... and take another shower.. then ill probably go play basketball with kennmaster and then take ANOTHER shower! crazy
Melissa: got time for me?
DjMinDFreeZ: maybe?
DjMinDFreeZ: but that involves another shower


mmmmmmm<333


i getta see jess today bitchin. and you dont.
=O
oh dang.


oh oh oh.
and um she made my layout.
i just did the colors =)
i love my booo.
breathless

(no subject)

why cant i be happy anymore.
theres only like 5 people
that can actually make me LAUGH.
like REALLY laugh.
or just make me REALLY happy.
the rest either
just piss me off, make my day even worse,
or are just there.
and dont do anything, bad
nor good.
i dont get it.
i miss


ME


i cant wait til
i can be
M Y S E L F
again.
ughhhhhhhhh......
someone change my attitude really soon.
please..
cos im scared of never being
me again.

=(
breathless

(no subject)


im so retarded.
school is so retarded.
2nd period i broke down.
i hit a locker so hard.
whitney looked at me in like
COMPLETE SHOCK.
like wtf did that come from..
i didnt know you could hit shit like that.
haha.
it was funny seeing her face right after.
but um..it left a bighurtfulbruiseonmyknuckle=(
then 5th period..
i go into that damn class.
to find out i have an EFFING C.
a C!@(#i$)%$
wtf.
i tryed my hardest
ALL EFFING 9 WEEKS IN THAT CLASS
TO GET A FLIPPING C.
i almost died.
then in english i just started balling
cos alex was like omg whats wrong melissa
and i just started crying.
i was like school is too much damn stress on me.
i cant wait till summer.
fuck semester exams.
i dont even care if i fail every
single of them anymore.
cos everytime i try.
i always fuck up somehow..
ugh.

oh yea.
and i love alex duling.
cos she made my day better.
and in english
she had the dashboard confessionals cd
and it made my day a lot lot better =)
*breathe in for look, breathe in so deep*

[edit]
im waiting for you
to come home..cos
you always seem to
make my day better =)
and i love you for that..
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